I felt like this for the longest time.
I resent and feel extremely depressed about many issues which seem impossible to resolve. Still do. Nothing seems to help it.
Motherhood hasn't been a walk in the park for me but Joy Joy is the loveliest baby I've ever known.
Now I just wish she would grow up quickly and be able to walk and talk to me.
And I wish we had our own space.
And I wish for one whole day of sleep. Such a luxury.